Sheepi misses his friends so much
It's not bad over here, really, and like always I try to pretend being as happy as I can. But honestly I can't make it anymore. It's so lonely without my real-life friends and without being able to keep in contact with my friends here. Ok there are Fukan and Felix who are really nice and everything and all the others are ok too, but still they can't take away the emptyness that is eating me when I can't be with my beloved ones or at least anything similiar.
And some fake people with their fake friendliness put me down, too. I wish they could all just be dead or at least gone. It's horrible when people who have mental problems themselves put others down for being "even worse".
Well...still I am trying to enjoy a small feeling of happiness every now and then instead of weeping all the time. I rather do that when being alone. They shall not notice how I am really feeling or else they might critize me for it.